The impact of patient death experiences early in training on resident physicians: a qualitative study

BACKGROUND: Patient death is an inevitability during medical training, with subsequent psychologic distress, decreased empathy and worse learning outcomes. We aimed to explore resident experiences with patient death early in training, including the immediate and delayed impacts of these experiences, preparedness of trainees for these events and coping strategies used, potentially identifying gaps and opportunities to further support trainees during difficult or traumatic events. METHODS: We performed a qualitative study using phenomenology methodology to understand trainees’ personal experiences with patient death. Resident physicians who had completed an internal medicine rotation at McMaster University, Hamilton, Ontario, were invited to participate from December 2020 to April 2021. Semistructured interviews were conducted to understand circumstances, emotional responses, support, coping mechanisms and preparedness regarding the patient death experience. Interviews were transcribed and coded to identify emerging themes with the use of thematic and interpretive analysis. RESULTS: Eighteen participants were interviewed. On average, the interviews were 40 minutes in length. The participants’ mean age was 27 years. The majority of trainees (10 [56%]) were in their first year of residency, with 5 (28%) from family medicine and 4 (22%) from internal medicine. Most participants (13 [72%]) had experienced their first patient death during medical school. Three themes were identified: patient death circumstances, immediate and delayed emotional impact, and preparedness and coping mechanisms. Unexpected death, pronouncing death, cardiopulmonary resuscitation and communicating with families were common challenges. Feelings of guilt, helplessness and grief followed the events. Feeling underprepared contributed to emotional consequences, including difficulties sleeping, intrusive thoughts and emotional distancing; however, these experiences were consistently normalized by participants. INTERPRETATION: Patient death during medical training can be traumatic for trainees and may perpetuate loss of empathy, changes to practice and residual emotional effects. Educational initiatives to prepare trainees for patient death and teach adaptive coping strategies may help mitigate psychologic trauma and loss of empathy; further research is required to explore these strategies.